February 2012
107 posts
& i’m fine still swimming through time afraid some days i’ve reached the shore
"i want to speak at an intimate decible with the...
i want to be well.
i forget when the seasons change, and what spring tastes like and how long it takes for gum to digest and how tall a redwood can get, and my mind slips because i let it, in denial of being in denial, i admit things i see but can’t feel, i am sick but there is no evidence, no shaking hands no pale skin, raw lips or flushed cheeks, i am aware of only what doesn’t exsist, i can prove to you the false...
Anonymous asked: Say something about yourself?
Anonymous asked: Why do we no longer talk?
your words run through me like the blood in my veins & i could swear i knew your love before i knew your name
how did this happen? such a perfect day & unexplainable new feeling. how did this happen? two contented shapes entwined under the trees. nothing prepares you for such an endless dream to pour itself on you. & the world swelled around us. and there was brilliant light, but we were far more radiant & it is in this light we are lost. the scent of summer in our hair, laying on our bed of...
“i look back to the trees & the wild. i look back to see you smile.”
now that its june, we’ll sleep out in the garden & if it rains we’ll just sink in to the mud where it is quiet & much cooler than the house is & there is no clocks or phones to wake us up because i have learned that nothing is as pressing as the one who is pressing would like you to believe. & i am content to walk a little slower because there is nowhere that i really...
happy birthday, george harrison.
there are stories in the soil, loose leaves cover the ground. there’s volumes in the forest, no one reads out loud, if i could take them down off of that mountain shelf we used to climb but no one tries to go up that far now. we’re all too busy working, entertaining ourselves, forty hours television & prescription pills, well i take two a day to make my brain behave, it never does...
Anonymous asked: What is your favourite Bright Eyes song?
i wish there was something i could do for you. i wish there were some words i could say, but i know that you thought it out so well & i know there is nothing i should say. figured it all out, figured it all out & nothing stands up to biology & truth is built on shady ground. depression’s all i get from philosophy & but really, but really, what truth i’ve found....
“she whispered soft poetry, her favorite was anabel lee & those words, like these drugs, comforted me. but the clocks kept waving their hands & she could not understand why my temperature would never drop & although she promised with tears that she would always be here, i heard truth like the sounding sea. i said, “my arienette, oh, how soon you’ll forget: this house will never...
Anonymous asked: What do you like?
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“to prove that she must still exist she moves herself about her fist & never ever gave a shit about all those words you’re wasting again. some pretty bright & bubbly wondrous dream you’d like to kill & claim & claim her as your own. but don’t you worry, all those dainty & dirty emotions just go away and fade out on their own. sister, now that we’re grieving our fingers...
i want to make music. i want to make beautiful music. someone make music with me.
Well I say come with that bag and confine me to bed Take away all my pain with that good medicine I will be easy I want to be easy for you I can be cruel let me be gentle with you
my mind’s sore. from all this constant processing & stressing. a trip to somewhere beautiful with someone lovely is exactly what i need right about now.
Anonymous asked: Reccomend some good music? I need something new to listen to.
“amy’s got a baby in her stomach, she took my hand & i felt it kick, so she’s crying & glowing, she’s three months & showing, seeing her now makes me want to live. but her mans got an angry mouth, he once told me to rot in hell, he’s poisonous, reasonless, demons & jesus, if he died it’d be just as well. so i’m having it out with the...
& so i am reminded of things i’ve forgotten. the way doors can open and people just walk in. it’s not unexpected, no it’s just how you planned it. i’m beginning to think that it might never happen. but now it is happening. there’s a show we can see at the base outside of town, where the planes they turn circles in the air. i watch you stand next to me with your...
“i know a girl who cries when she practices violin cause each note sounds so pure, it just cuts into her & then the melody comes pouring out her eyes. now to me, everything else, it just sounds like a lie.”
-bright eyes
i can dream you gone.
i awake in the light feeling hollow & selfishly warm, close the blinds & retreat until what is burning is gone & its light is away. then we are back in the dark chasing nothing through backyards & trees. you ripped your shirt on a fence but it didn’t get me. yeah, it’s fear, it makes you slow & these creatures look cooked, their shadows cut lines through my face & the...
what separates the humans from the animals? deep down inside all of our minds are wild.
all i ask for is the truth, no matter how terrible or ugly it may be; lie to me & i’ll lie to you.
i’m starting over & i’m giving everyone a chance. also! happy birthday to mr. kurt cobain.
“yes, i was infacuated with you. i am still. no one has ever heightened such a keen capacity of physical sensation to me. i cut you out because i couldn’t stand being a passing fancy. before i give my body, i must give my thoughts, my mind, my dreams & you weren’t having any of those.”
everything is magic & we are wild. fuck the government, fuck them all. let go, let go, let go. feel the magic; inhale, exhale, repeat again, feel it shoot through your veins & fill the hollow spots in your brain. let go, let go, let go, lose what is still sane, we’re all the same. life is just a game. let go, let go, let go. win.
death. data entry. ant hill law. encoded arc our common cause. drink liquid clocks ‘til i see god. crystal display. can’t turn it off. shh…shhh. don’t talk, don’t talk.